AutumnCider

Finding things pretty hard in real life at the moment. I know I've posted a few journals on my old account, but they haven't really specified what's going on. I seem to be that type of person that annoys/upsets someone even without doing or saying anything :( I hate upsetting anyone it makes me feel physically sick when I upset people. Especially if it's not knowing what I've done, but I can blatantly see that the person doesn't like me anymore. But I feel worse when they've told me what it is I've done too. So I can't really win with my sensitivity and emotions. I wish I knew why people don't like me, am I ugly? Am I annoying? Am I too sens